iReminisce: Sunset & The Bird

A beautiful sunset with a bird flying in from the right hans side

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This Sunset was taken from the living room in the Lighthouse we stay in every July to celebrate our wedding anniversary! I had no idea that a bird was in the shot when I took the photo, i only noticed it when i got back from holiday and zoomed in on the image once I viewed it on my Large screen! (a nice gift)ย ๐Ÿ˜ฒ ย 

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โ˜€๏ธ #20 Escape Lockdown 2021 With The Blind Sightseers: “CODE ALPHA!!”๐ŸŒŠ๐Ÿ›ณ

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Hi friends and welcome to Day 20 of this monumental, inconceivable and definitely memorable blind sightseers tour….!

Awww i told myself not to cry this time whilst reading thisโ€ฆI failed, my face is soaking!ย 

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After enjoying a lovely coffee, we decided to explore the ship to try and familiurise ourselves a little more, and find things to do. Bingo, getting drunk and burned on sun loungers were not something Sarah & i found entertaining.ย 

The hair salon…

We found a hair salon and booked Sarah to get her hair done, and see if they had some ideas to cover her closed eye. I thought โ€œBeing pampered and relaxed is just what Sarah needs after a traumatic day yesterday! ๐Ÿ™‚ I managed to find my way back to the coffee port on my own to wait for Sarah, which should be at least an hour depending what she chooses to have done. It sounds feeble, but finding the coffee port, and the door handle, and even a spare seat without anyone sitting on it, is a massive achievement for me! โ˜• ๐Ÿ˜€ ย 

Sarah returned looking beautiful, but i noticed she was having another hypo, standing up i said โ€œQuick, lets try and get back to the cabin as we know that Lucozade or hypo stop works for youโ€. โ€œOkโ€ Sarah said whilst struggling to stay on her feet. We were only 1 deck above our cabin, but after only a short walk Sarah really started to drop. I thought “There is no way iโ€™m trying to navigate the stairs, and i canโ€™t see to use the lifts”. Luckily we were at the entrance to a bar/lounge. We were greeted by a nice Filipino waitress. I said “My wife needs the sweetest drink you have as sheโ€™s diabetic and having a hypoโ€. She was confused, but showed us to some seats(as Sarahโ€™s legs were really starting to give way) and disappeared. I prayed that she understood and would bring something before Sarah lost consciousness. ๐Ÿ™ ย 

The waitress returned (having told the bar man our situation) with a bright coloured drink. She said it was the sweetest cocktail they did with a lot of syrup in. I thought โ€œa little unorthodox, but we have no choice, Sarah needs sugar nowโ€.ย 

Having been a gamer my whole life and played some nerve racking, suspense filled and tense computer games over the years, nothing compares to this real life game of trying to encourage Sarah to drink something she doesnโ€™t want, to absorb sugar into her body before passing out!ย 

Within the next half hour, Sarah was back with us again (phew), but feeling sick from the hypo, We needed to get back to the cabin as we didnโ€™t know if her blood would start to shoot up again, as we didnโ€™t have any idea what was in the drink, which is why we try to always use the lucozade etc. as we know the effects. Sarah also has the super bone chill that only comes from a hypo.

Back in the cabin…

Yay, we found the cabin! ๐Ÿ™‚ Iโ€™m starting to remember how many doors to count from both sides depending which set of stairs we go down. Once Sarah had checked her blood sugar again and realised it was starting to rocket, it was back in the fridge for the crossbow boltsโ€ฆi mean syringes. Even with our video magnifier it was really hard to make out the measurements on the needle, but after another big bruised, and big holed injection, it was time for Sarahโ€™s hot bath to try and get rid of that freezing cold bone chill!

A while later Sarah said โ€œDiabetes has already ruined one evening, night and most of today. Iโ€™m not going to let it ruin the rest of my holiday. Lets get dressed up and search for some nice live musicโ€ โ€œFantastic idea, we both need cheering upโ€. ๐Ÿ˜€ย 

Sunset…

Instead of walking down endless boring corridors, we walked outside to stroll along the deck down to the rear of the ship and look out over the huge ocean. This evening we were gifted with a beautiful sunset.

Beautiful burnt orange sunset.

Ocean sunset 2,

As we were out on deck 9, we walked all the way to the rear (non technical name) and entered the ‘Lido restaurant’. We were both a little hungry and as this is the buffet place, itโ€™s fantastic for Sarah as she can have vegetables or salad etc without having any of the carbs, or sugar rich sauces which raise her blood sugar. ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ ย 

We became a little disheartened after hearing a couple of the live bands playing some popular rubbish on deck 8, but we walked on past the reception and hair salon and walked into a dark elegant room. Sarah said โ€œOh greatโ€ฆitโ€™s the casino :(โ€. I said โ€œIt looks like the Ultralux from Fallout New Vegas (PS3 game)โ€ Sarah replied โ€œIt feels like fallout to me, a shiny, depraved wasteland – just what Iโ€™ve come to expect of the entertainment on this boat, lolโ€. But then a classical piano started playing, just audible over the noise of the casino. โ€œWhereโ€™s that lovely piano coming from?โ€ I said knowing that Sarah would love it. โ€œThrough there, but iโ€™m not sure what it is as itโ€™s too darkโ€ โ€œLetโ€™s go find out anywayโ€. i said as i took her arm. ๐Ÿ˜€ย 

The Delo piano lounge and cocktail bar…

A view of the Delo bar with quite a few people sat on leather chairs and sofas with a pianist in the background sat at a grand piano

We stood taking in the gentle atmosphere and fantastic piano playing and both said together โ€œThis is more like it ๐Ÿ™‚ โ€ We found Sarah a seat at the bar right next to the piano, Sarah loves watching pianists as they play with professional ease and elegance. It brings back lots of her childhood memories of the classical piano lessons she enjoyed! ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

Pianist Keith sat playing at the piano

โ‡ง Keith the pianist โ‡งย 

After about an hour, we were so happy that we’d found another fave place, especially after the last 24 hours, we headed back to the cabin. Sarah did another blood test โ€œSteve, my bloodโ€™s still going up!โ€ I said โ€œThatโ€™s impossible, youโ€™ve not had any sugar or carbs, and youโ€™ve already had insulin before we leftโ€ โ€œI know, and now iโ€™ve got to take some more to try and bring it downโ€ โ€œOk, take a little more and weโ€™ll keep an eye on itโ€.ย 

ย Sarah sat on the sofa with the magnifier reading the excursion options for the Azores. I opened Spotify on my iPhone and started playing my “โœž Acoustic Worshipโ€ playlist knowing itโ€™s Sarahโ€™s fave. I thought โ€œTime for us to relax and reflect for a while on a lovely end to a hectic dayโ€.ย 

CODE ALPHA…

Sarahโ€™s next words were โ€œI think my bloodโ€™s droppingโ€ โ€œOh no, I thought, your voice is slurry again, your blood canโ€™t be that low already. Can you manage a test?โ€ Sarahโ€™s test confirmed a huge drop in a short time. I jumped into survival mode and grabbed the lucozade and hypo stop. Sarah was fading fast โ€œNo, no ,no, not the big oneโ€ i said wondering if this would result in a diabetic coma. I didnโ€™t have to wait long before Sarah lost consciousness!! ๐Ÿ˜จ

I now switched from survival mode, to what will Sarah need if she goes to hospital mode.ย 

Sarah was sat upright on the sofa, and as i balanced to hold her head upright (there were no pillows in reach) i grabbed the cabin phone and dialled 999! A man answered and asked โ€œHow can we help?” I said โ€œMy wife is diabetic and she’s having a hypoglycaemic episode and is unconscious but still breathingโ€ He said โ€œSheโ€™s unconscious now? Whatโ€™s your cabin number iโ€™m on my way!”

He arrived in about 60 seconds. I told him what had happened as he was frantically inserting needles etc. He then called the bridge to tell the captain and his team, and a few seconds later i heard โ€œCODE ALPHA, CODE ALPHA cabin 7062โ€. I thought โ€œThatโ€™s blasting out of the tannoy system that goes around the whole ship, and within minutes our cabin was full of people, and a wheelchair. After a few minutes Sarah slowly started to respond, but only groans. The female doctor was now in the room and after checking everything, she said theyโ€™d take Sarah to the hospital to try and stabilise her.

The hospital…

After grabbing Sarahโ€™s bag and a few things i thought might help, i was kindly guided down behind Sarah to the hospital waiting room. Sarah was in a private room next door.

A woman sat me down and read through a couple of papers that made sure we had health insurance etc, she then said to my surprise โ€œYou really seem to love and care for Sarahโ€ I said โ€œI really donโ€™t deserve her, she is amazing. I lay down my life for herโ€ฆand give her my all. Iโ€™m so blessed to share my life with my best friend, sheโ€™s beautiful inside and out. Isnโ€™t that what love is?โ€ It seemed like sheโ€™d never heard a response like that, and just said โ€œWow, thatโ€™s lovelyโ€ and went quiet for what seemed like minutes! โค๏ธ

I was then able to see my lovely wife. Sarah was still not conscious yet but was in what seemed like a peaceful sleep. I sat down and the doctors and nurses were coming in and out, checking drips, machines and Sarahs breathing etc.ย 

Sarah in the hospital bed with a doctor dressed in white helping her

Sarah then moved and slowly started to come round, she said โ€œOh noโ€ her usual response after realising where she is, i said โ€œItโ€™s ok my love, we are just making some nice new friends, just relax and enjoy being pamperedโ€. After another hour of checks from nurses and the doctor, suddenly the nurse panicked and said something to the doctor. All 3 of them surrounded Sarahโ€™s bed frantically adjusting and checking, The doctor kept shaking Sarah and shouting her name but got no response. I thought โ€œIt canโ€™t be another hypo as sheโ€™s being monitored closely, so what is this?โ€ Soon after i was told by the concerned doctor to wait in the waiting room next door.ย 

The waiting room…

Ship hospital waiting room

Now i was worriedโ€ฆ. i sat here alone in a hospital thatโ€™s swaying side to side in the middle of the atlantic ocean. My thoughts started to get the better of me..

โ€œWhat if this is it, and i donโ€™t get to speak to Sarah again?!”

โ€œWhat if i never hear her amazing laugh, or feel the warmth of her hug again??”

โ€œWhat if iโ€™m on my own struggling to face the rest of life (never mind the holiday) without my lovely wife??”

ENOUGH!! i thought and desperately gave it to God in prayer. ๐Ÿ™ ย 

โ€œOh Lord please help, if this is Sarahโ€™s passing to paradise, then i want to say iโ€™m not happy about it, and iโ€™d like to spend more time with her on earth BUT thank you so much for blessing me with such a priceless gift, i canโ€™t express how much i love her and iโ€™ve tried to be the husband you commanded me to be. Sarah has shown me such love, happiness, forgiveness, acceptance and a life i simply didnโ€™t know was possible BUT if itโ€™s not her time, please comfort her and bring her back to me, Amenโ€. โค๏ธ

A short while later the nurse said i could come back and sit with Sarah again. Sarah was awake and fighting with the oxygen mask. She said โ€œWhereโ€™ve you been? I told them that my diabetes was unstable which is why i have the pump but they didnโ€™t believe me, they never do, and now theyโ€™ve given me a second hypo after pumping me full of insulin againโ€. I said while kissing her forehead โ€œOh my lovely, iโ€™m glad to have you backโ€. ๐Ÿ˜€ ย 

Weโ€™d been in the hospital for about 2 hours, it was just coming to 3am. Sarah kept asking if i was alright and did i need anything. โ€œI bet youโ€™re hungry and need a coffeeโ€ โ€œItโ€™s ok, iโ€™m enjoying being here with you, please get some sleep as youโ€™ve had a rough couple of days, iโ€™ll be right hereโ€. ๐Ÿ˜€ย 

It was 6:30am when Sarah was allowed to leave. She was given more supplies to last for the rest of the holiday. Then the doctor explained about how fast acting insulin is absorbed into the body with the syringes, and how it differs and works a lot slower than the insulin pump. She said โ€œOnce youโ€™ve had the injection, the insulin will not start to work for 1ยฝ hours and it will be completely out of your system in 3 hours. And as you donโ€™t have the pump giving you little bits all of the time, your blood sugar will rise on itโ€™s own, so you need to give bigger (and overlapping) doses to compensate.

Sarah had never been instructed on any of this over the years because everything had been controlled by the pump and i certainly didnโ€™t know anything about insulin absorption, as with the pump it pretty much works straight away. We also wondered why she hadnโ€™t explained this to us yesterday, which wouldโ€™ve helped.

We now headed back to the cabin to try and set up another plan of action, we knew this was going to be a difficult task, never mind adding things like food etc. lol ย ย 

Wow, what a night! Thatโ€™s 2 nights without sleep already, and itโ€™s time to set up the alarms for every 2 hours on my phone. Sleep is not going to come easy from now onโ€ฆis the coffee port open yet? Might as well have a nice coffee if iโ€™m awake! โ˜• ๐Ÿ˜€ ย 

Only 3 more days at sea (iโ€™ll merge into one post) until we reach Horta, Azores, where we can hopefully do some more excursions!ย ๐Ÿ˜€ย ย 

Hope youโ€™ve enjoyed the adventure todayโ€ฆLet me know your favourite part?! ๐Ÿค” Weโ€™ll meet tomorrowโ€ฆSame timeโ€ฆSame place for another adventure!ย ๐Ÿ˜€ย 

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๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ผ Tropical Delights Tour: Day 2, Willemstad, Curacao

ย ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ผย Welcome toย Willemstad, Curacao!!!

Me stood on the right of a panorama with the boat in the centre and the colourful buildings behind me.

Our ship in the dock looking down from the bridge with the surrounding town

ย After we boarded the coach and met our tour guide, we drove past the islandโ€™s salt flats and on to the Hato Caves that are full of stalagmites and stalactites.

Unfortunately as we arrived, and after climbing about 50 steep and uneven steps to the mouth of the caveโ€ฆIt was way too dark for Sarah & i, so we had to carefully go back down the steps on a tactical withdrawal. On the plus side, we had a coffee in a lovely yellow local coffee shop. ๐Ÿ˜Ž ย 

bottles of Curacao hanging on a display wall

Next up, we headed over to the Chobolo Liqueur Factory, passing the Queen Juliana Bridge on the way. At the factory, we got to see how the islandโ€™s famous Blue Curacao Liqueur is made. The drink is distilled from the dried peel of bitter oranges, and youโ€™ll get to taste it for yourself.

Sarah was excited to see where this drink was from and how it was made, as she and her friend Caroline used to like this drink back in the day.

Lastly, we headed back to the ship via downtown Willemstad and had a look around.

ย The shop, houses and buildings here were Sarahs fave of all! Wow those colours! We really couldnโ€™t decide on a few photos, so we posted them all. Hope you enjoy!

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Me stood in front tof the colourful Curacao buildings wearing a Curacao orange shirt

ย โ‡ง Yay i managed to find a new orange shirt! โ‡ง ย 

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Back onboard the Marella Explorer…ย 

ย On our return to our centre front cabin we found our first towel art. Sarah thought is was a rabbit sniperโ€ฆPlease let us know what you think it is in the comments below?! ๐Ÿ˜Žย 

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ย โ‡ง Sarah saying goodbye to the best buildings ever from our cabin โ‡งย 

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ย And finally we were blessed with a beautiful sunset from our cabin window, wow what a day!

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Hi all, Iโ€™ve taken ages trying to figure out how i add my new photos to an existing galleryโ€ฆ..But now iโ€™m ready and have added a few photos to my Caribbean gallery! Iโ€™m now in the process of adding lots of photos and finally updating all my galleries with new images.ย 

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A palm tree on the left aurround by perfect Caribbean blue sea and white sands

โ‡ง The view from our Hotel overlooking Dover Beach, Barbados. โ‡งย 

Beautiful Barbados sunset with dark rocks below the sun and trees to the right

โ‡ง Sunset over Dover Beach, Barbados โ‡งย 

Waves crashing against the rocky coastline at North Point, Barbados

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Transatlantic Sunset Tour: Day 9 ~ CODE ALPHA!!

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After enjoying a lovely coffee, we decided to explore the ship to try and familiurise ourselves a little more, and find things to do. Bingo, getting drunk and burned on sun loungers were not something Sarah & i found entertaining.ย 

The hair salon…

We found a hair salon and booked Sarah to get her hair done, and see if they had some ideas to cover her closed eye. I thought โ€œBeing pampered and relaxed is just what Sarah needs after a traumatic day yesterday! ๐Ÿ™‚ I managed to find my way back to the coffee port on my own to wait for Sarah, which should be at least an hour depending what she chooses to have done. It sounds feeble, but finding the coffee port, and the door handle, and even a spare seat without anyone sitting on it, is a massive achievement for me! ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

Sarah returned looking beautiful, but i noticed she was having another hypo, standing up i said โ€œQuick, lets try and get back to the cabin as we know that Lucozade or hypo stop works for youโ€. โ€œOkโ€ Sarah said whilst struggling to stay on her feet. We were only 1 deck above our cabin, but after only a short walk Sarah really started to drop. I thought “There is no way iโ€™m trying to navigate the stairs, and i canโ€™t see to use the lifts”. Luckily we were at the entrance to a bar/lounge. We were greeted by a nice Filipino waitress. I said “My wife needs the sweetest drink you have as sheโ€™s diabetic and having a hypoโ€. She was confused, but showed us to some seats(as Sarahโ€™s legs were really starting to give way) and disappeared. I prayed that she understood and would bring something before Sarah lost consciousness.ย 

The waitress returned (having told the bar man our situation) with a bright coloured drink. She said it was the sweetest cocktail they did with a lot of syrup in. I thought โ€œa little unorthodox, but we have no choice, Sarah needs sugar nowโ€.ย 

Having been a gamer my whole life and played some nerve racking, suspense filled and tense computer games over the years, nothing compares to this real life game of trying to encourage Sarah to drink something she doesnโ€™t want, to absorb sugar into her body before passing out!ย 

Within the next half hour, Sarah was back with us again (phew), but feeling sick from the hypo, We needed to get back to the cabin as we didnโ€™t know if her blood would start to shoot up again, as we didnโ€™t have any idea what was in the drink, which is why we try to always use the lucozade etc. as we know the effects. Sarah also now had the bone chill that only comes from a hypo.

Back in the cabin…

Yay, we found the cabin! ๐Ÿ™‚ Iโ€™m starting to remember how many doors to count from both sides depending which set of stairs we go down. Once Sarah had checked her blood sugar again and realised it was starting to rocket, it was back in the fridge for the crossbow boltsโ€ฆi mean syringes. Even with our video magnifier it was really hard to make out the measurements on the needle, but after another big bruised, and big holed injection, it was time for Sarahโ€™s hot bath to try and get rid of that freezing cold bone chill!

A while later Sarah said โ€œDiabetes has already ruined one evening, night and most of today. Iโ€™m not going to let it ruin the rest of my holiday. Lets get dressed up and search for some nice live musicโ€ โ€œFantastic idea, we both need cheering upโ€.

Sunset…

Instead of walking down endless boring corridors, we walked outside to stroll along the deck down to the rear of the ship and look out over the huge ocean. This evening we were gifted with a beautiful sunset.

Beautiful burnt orange sunset.

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As we were out on deck 9, we walked all the way to the rear (non technical name) and entered the ‘Lido restaurant’. We were both a little hungry and as this is the buffet place, itโ€™s fantastic for Sarah as she can have vegetables or salad etc without having any of the carbs, or sugar rich sauces which raise her blood sugar. ๐Ÿ™‚

We became a little disheartened after hearing a couple of the live bands playing some popular rubbish on deck 8, but we walked on past the reception and hair salon and walked into a dark elegant room. Sarah said โ€œOh greatโ€ฆitโ€™s the casino :(โ€. I said โ€œIt looks like the Ultralux from Fallout New Vegas (PS3 game)โ€ Sarah replied โ€œIt feels like fallout to me, a shiny, depraved wasteland – just what Iโ€™ve come to expect of the entertainment on this boat ๐Ÿ˜ฆ lolโ€. But then a classical piano started playing, just audible over the noise of the casino. โ€œWhereโ€™s that lovely piano coming from?โ€ I said knowing that Sarah would love it. โ€œThrough there, but iโ€™m not sure what it is as itโ€™s too darkโ€ โ€œLetโ€™s go find out anywayโ€. i said as i took her arm.ย 

The Delo piano lounge and cocktail bar…

A view of the Delo bar with quite a few people sat on leather chairs and sofas with a pianist in the background sat at a grand piano

We stood taking in the gentle atmosphere and fantastic piano playing and both said together โ€œThis is more like it ๐Ÿ™‚ โ€ We found Sarah a seat at the bar right next to the piano, Sarah loves watching pianists as they play with professional ease and elegance. It brings back lots of her childhood memories of the classical piano lessons she enjoyed! ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

Pianist Keith sat playing at the piano

โ‡ง Keith the pianist โ‡งย 

After about an hour, we were so happy that we’d found another fave place, especially after the last 24 hours, we headed back to the cabin. Sarah did another blood test โ€œSteve, my bloodโ€™s still going up!โ€ I said โ€œThatโ€™s impossible, youโ€™ve not had any sugar or carbs, and youโ€™ve already had insulin before we leftโ€ โ€œI know, and now iโ€™ve got to take some more to try and bring it downโ€ โ€œOk, take a little more and weโ€™ll keep an eye on itโ€.ย 

ย Sarah sat on the sofa with the magnifier reading the excursion options for the Azores. I opened Spotify on my iPhone and started playing my “โœž Acoustic Worshipโ€ playlist knowing itโ€™s Sarahโ€™s fave. I thought โ€œTime for us to relax and reflect for a while on a lovely end to a hectic dayโ€.ย 

CODE ALPHA…

Sarahโ€™s next words were โ€œI think my bloodโ€™s droppingโ€ โ€œOh no, I thought, your voice is slurry again, your blood canโ€™t be that low already. Can you manage a test?โ€ Sarahโ€™s test confirmed a huge drop in a short time. I jumped into survival mode and grabbed the lucozade and hypo stop. Sarah was fading fast โ€œNo, no ,no, not the big oneโ€ i said wondering if this would result in a diabetic coma. I didnโ€™t have to wait long before Sarah lost consciousness!!

I now switched from survival mode, to what will Sarah need if she goes to hospital mode.ย 

Sarah was sat upright on the sofa, and as i balanced to hold her head upright (there were no pillows in reach) i grabbed the cabin phone and dialled 999! A man answered and asked โ€œHow can we help?” I said โ€œMy wife is diabetic and she’s having a hypoglycaemic episode and is unconscious but still breathingโ€ He said โ€œSheโ€™s unconscious now? Whatโ€™s your cabin number iโ€™m on my way!”

He arrived in about 60 seconds. I told him what had happened as he was frantically inserting needles etc. He then called the bridge to tell the captain and his team, and a few seconds later i heard โ€œCODE ALPHA, CODE ALPHA cabin 7062โ€. I thought โ€œThatโ€™s blasting out of the tannoy system that goes around the whole ship, and within minutes our cabin was full of people, and a wheelchair. After a few minutes Sarah slowly started to respond, but only groans. The female doctor was now in the room and after checking everything, she said theyโ€™d take Sarah to the hospital to try and stabilise her.

The hospital…

After grabbing Sarahโ€™s bag and a few things i thought might help, i was kindly guided down behind Sarah to the hospital waiting room. Sarah was in a private room next door.

A woman sat me down and read through a couple of papers that made sure we had health insurance etc, she then said to my surprise โ€œYou really seem to love and care for Sarahโ€ I said โ€œI really donโ€™t deserve her, she is amazing. I lay down my life for herโ€ฆand give her my all. Iโ€™m so blessed to share my life with my best friend, sheโ€™s beautiful inside and out. Isnโ€™t that what love is?โ€ It seemed like sheโ€™d never heard a response like that, and just said โ€œWow, thatโ€™s lovelyโ€ and went quiet for what seemed like minutes!ย 

I was then able to see my lovely wife. Sarah was still not conscious yet but was in what seemed like a peaceful sleep. I sat down and the doctors and nurses were coming in and out, checking drips, machines and Sarahs breathing etc.ย 

Sarah in the hospital bed with a doctor dressed in white helping her

Sarah then moved and slowly started to come round, she said โ€œOh noโ€ her usual response after realising where she is, i said โ€œItโ€™s ok my love, we are just making some nice new friends, just relax and enjoy being pamperedโ€. After another hour of checks from nurses and the doctor, suddenly the nurse panicked and said something to the doctor. All 3 of them surrounded Sarahโ€™s bed frantically adjusting and checking, The doctor kept shaking Sarah and shouting her name but got no response. I thought โ€œIt canโ€™t be another hypo as sheโ€™s being monitored closely, so what is this?โ€ Soon after i was told by the concerned doctor to wait in the waiting room next door.ย 

The waiting room…

Ship hospital waiting room

Now i was worriedโ€ฆ. i sat here alone in a hospital thatโ€™s swaying side to side in the middle of the atlantic ocean. My thoughts started to get the better of me..

โ€œWhat if this is it, and i donโ€™t get to speak to Sarah again”

โ€œWhat if i never hear her amazing laugh, or feel the warmth of her hug again”

โ€œWhat if iโ€™m now on my own struggling to face the rest of life (never mind the holiday) without my lovely wife”

ENOUGH!! i thought and desperately gave it to God in prayer.

โ€œOh Lord please help, if this is Sarahโ€™s passing to paradise, then i want to say iโ€™m not happy about it, and iโ€™d like to spend more time with her on earth BUT thank you so much for blessing me with such a priceless gift, i canโ€™t express how much i love her and iโ€™ve tried to be the husband you commanded me to be. Sarah has shown me such love, happiness, forgiveness, acceptance and a life i simply didnโ€™t know was possible BUT if itโ€™s not her time, please comfort her and bring her back to me, Amenโ€.

A short while later the nurse said i could come back and sit with Sarah again. Sarah was awake and fighting with the oxygen mask. She said โ€œWhereโ€™ve you been? I told them that my diabetes was unstable which is why i have the pump but they didnโ€™t believe me, they never do, and now theyโ€™ve given me a second hypo after pumping me full of insulin againโ€. I said while kissing her forehead โ€œOh my lovely, iโ€™m glad to have you backโ€. ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

Weโ€™d been in the hospital for about 2 hours, it was just coming to 3am. Sarah kept asking if i was alright and did i need anything. โ€œI bet youโ€™re hungry and need a coffeeโ€ โ€œItโ€™s ok, iโ€™m enjoying being here with you, please get some sleep as youโ€™ve had a rough couple of days, iโ€™ll be right hereโ€.ย 

It was 6:30am when Sarah was allowed to leave. She was given more supplies to last for the rest of the holiday. Then the doctor explained about how fast acting insulin is absorbed into the body with the syringes, and how it differs and works a lot slower than the insulin pump. She said โ€œOnce youโ€™ve had the injection, the insulin will not start to work for 1ยฝ hours and it will be completely out of your system in 3 hours. And as you donโ€™t have the pump giving you little bits all of the time, your blood sugar will rise on itโ€™s own, so you need to give bigger (and overlapping) doses to compensate.

Sarah had never been instructed on any of this over the years because everything had ben controlled by the pump and i certainly didnโ€™t know anything about insulin absorption, as with the pump it pretty much works straight away. We also wondered why she hadnโ€™t explained this to us yesterday, which wouldโ€™ve helped.

We now headed back to the cabin to try and set up another plan of action, we knew this was going to be a difficult task, never mind adding things like food etc. lol ๐Ÿ™‚ ย 

Wow, what a night! Thatโ€™s 2 nights without sleep already, and itโ€™s time to set up the alarms for every 2 hours on my phone. Sleep is not going to come easy from now onโ€ฆis the coffee port open yet? Might as well have a nice coffee if iโ€™m awake! ๐Ÿ™‚

Only 3 more days at sea (iโ€™ll merge into one post) until we reach Horta, Azores, where we can hopefully do some more excursions! ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

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Transatlantic Sunset Tour: Day 8 ~ Paradigm Shift

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Goodbye Caribbeanโ€ฆhello massive ocean…

After another amazing day in the Caribbean(which was now about an hour away), we thought weโ€™d try and relax with a spot of sunbathing. This meant trying the almost impossible task of finding not 1โ€ฆbut 2, empty sun loungers.

A view of the ocean from the rear of the ship, overlooking the sunbathing area at the bottom of the shot

Fantastic! We found 2 together, no way. Butโ€ฆpretty much after placing our towels onto the sun loungers, Sarahโ€™s โ€œParadigmโ€ insulin pump started alarming!!

โ€œThatโ€™s not the usual alarmโ€ I said as Sarah was trying to read the tiny screen in the super bright sun. โ€œI canโ€™t quite make out what itโ€™s saying, but itโ€™s not something iโ€™ve seen before, i need to go back to the cabin and use the magnifierโ€. The pump continued itโ€™s piercing alarm all the way to the cabin!

Back in the cabin..

Once back, and using our video magnifier, the error message on the screen said “A button has been continually pressed for more than three minutes. to clear press ESC, then ACTโ€.

Sarah said โ€œThatโ€™s weird, my pumpโ€™s been nowhere near anything that would press the buttons, but it sounds easy enough, i can finally stop this annoying alarmโ€. After hearing a few clicks, then a few more, the pump was still alarming. โ€œItโ€™s not workingโ€ โ€œWhat do you mean, are the buttons not responding?โ€. โ€œNo, it wonโ€™t clear the error message, can you have a goโ€. I tried, and still nothing except the error message and the alarm!

We both knew we didnโ€™t have long as the pump has now stopped delivering insulin, as Sarah needs a continual small dose, as not only does Sarah have type 1, but a brittle form, and she is also slightly allergic to insulin!ย 

After taking the battery out, waiting 10 minutes before replacing…the alarm and message were still there! After trying it again, I said โ€œShould we take it to the doctors in the hospital on Deck 3?โ€ โ€œThey wonโ€™t know anything about insulin pumps, itโ€™s specialised equipment, which is why itโ€™s carefully monitored, and finely tuned by the diabetic clinicโ€. After a few more desperate tries to cancel the alarm, and running out of options, we had no choice, and headed down to deck 3.

The Hospital…

Reaching the bottom of the stairs to Deck 3, we were greeted with a couple of corridors and lots of doors. We could hear voices coming from an open door on the right, so we headed there. We found the doctor who was sounding very concerned whilst talking to a couple of very poorly sounding people, who had deep growly coughs. I said โ€œLetโ€™s wait out hereโ€. A man dressed in a white suit approached us and asked if we were ok? After explaining what had happened, he looked at the pump, took it, and asked us to wait in the waiting room.

He returned with the doctor(a female with quite an aggressive manner), she explained that the pump was broken, and we needed to get a new one. But for now she needed to work out how much insulin Sarahโ€™s body ran on. We said the pump gives a small amount of Humalog every 1-2 hours continuously, but all of the information is programmed in the pump that has now locked itself. This didnโ€™t impress her! Between us, we had to try and calculate how much insulin Sarah took each day, by adding up the dosage at meal times, and adding a little more to compensate for the pumps continuous injections in the background.ย 

After a couple more hours of stressful calculations, the doctor gave Sarah some old school syringes and told us to keep a record of insulin taken, time of insulin taken and food eaten etc. We returned to our cabin worried about how we were going to cope for the rest of the holiday, and did we have enough Humalog insulin in the fridge, as the hospital on-board didnโ€™t use it, or stock it.

The Phone Call…

We went up to reception on Deck 8(lots of stairs, lol) ย to see if we could phone Medtronic(the makers of the insulin pump) as they are an American company, and would still be open. We couldnโ€™t phone the UK diabetic clinic as they were 5 hours in front, and it would be about midnight!ย 

After a long drawn out discussion with the receptionist, asking if there was a way to call out from a ship, as we have a medical disaster, as Sarah knows her body reacts badly to injections etc, and really does need the continued small amounts 24 hours a day. ย So we really needed to call Medtronic to see if there is any way of saving the pump! Eventually we managed to phone Medtronic, and after a ยฃ52 phone callโ€ฆhe told us “the pump was broken!!โ€. Sarah has been on an insulin pump for about 15 years, and they have never broken. But 1 hour from Antigua, sailing at sea for 5 daysโ€ฆit breaks! ๐Ÿ˜ฆย 

Trying to relax…

As the realisation was setting in of trying to manage with injections, and Sarahโ€™s blood sugar was still on the rise after the first injection. We were getting a little worried on how this was all going to play out. We decided to stay in the room and just figure out a game plan for the rest of the holiday. We then managed to figure out how to turn on the TV, i thought a film might help Sarah try and relax after the trauma of the day.ย 

After a while when Sarah spoke again, i instantly knew we were in trouble! The slightly slurring sound of Sarahโ€™s voice told me her blood sugar had suddenly shot down and it was very low! โ€œOh no,โ€ i said as i jumped into survival mode. Sarah was still conscious so i knew i had a little time. I went straight to the fridge and got the bottle of orange lucozade that usually works if Sarah is still able to drink.ย 

After about 10 minutes Sarah was slipping away, so i ran to my bag and got the Gluco Gel and squirted it into Sarahs mouth. Gluco gel is fantastic and absorbs into gums etc, and after a while(a nervous while) Sarah was back with us. โ€œPhewโ€ i said as relief was pulling me out of survival mode. Sarah said โ€œIโ€™ve had a hypo havnโ€™t i?! These injections really arenโ€™t going to work, my body just goes erratic and messes upโ€.ย 

After a sleepless night of trying to stabilise a yo-yoing blood sugar, we were not really enjoying our first day at sea. But we decided to go and have a nice strong coffee at our fave place, as weโ€™ve probably got another sleepless night tonight too. I said โ€œItโ€™s hard to imagine that not even a day ago we were riding on horseback across that beautiful beachโ€. ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

Sarah has to check her blood sugar every 2 hours, day and night, for the rest of the holiday, as without the pumps continuous feed, we are left with just fast acting insulin, and lots of prayers.

This is becoming quite an adventure!!!ย 

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